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I sometimes feel like my world is spinning out of control. Like everything I am doing is wrong and I no longer own myself. This sense of dread fills me and all I can do is clutch my chest and hope it will pass soon. I don’t want to be lazy or useless, but that is how I feel. It can’t be hidden by praise or small triumphs, it just lurks waiting for me to be alone so I can wallow in my misery. A positive attitude is all I can keep, this sword in my hand to slay such darkness in me. One day I will triumph, but for now the war continues. Some battles have been won and just as many have been lost but I will continue fighting for that feeling of promise and contentment. I will succeed.
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deliriouswisdom posted this
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